library again...

Here I am... sitting in the library again skipping my web publishing class... I have no idea why i keep coming here, im using the computer in both rooms... i could just be sitting upstairs on the 3rd floor in a dark room doing other than my work. lol. Oh well...

For some reason I just feel so angry.. Mostly because Chris broke up with me on thursday telling me that he was really depressed being down in GA alone and because he didnt want me to be with him while he was in the financial situation he was in. But for some reason, im not THAT angry about that, im more angry that he told me that he loved me and was going to marry me (promised) and then didnt have the balls to tell me that he was lying, that he wanted to go back out with his ex Katy. I keep telling myself all the time that hes not worth getting upset and angry over. and it's true! But Im still just mad. I want to forgive him and move on, but I cant right now. And I really want to have a relationship with Dan... I know that I need to wait for a little bit, but I cant see myself staying mad for more than 2 weeks. Ugh... I dunno...