Gosh!!

I cant stand this! My life is turning around so much, I feel like there is nothing to hold onto. Im frustrated, angry, and I feel like I am being suffocated by all these people surrounding me. I cant have any relationships without anyone having a problem with it. Theres always people saying oh dont do that, or hey thats dangerous! It makes me feel like doing what I want to, I dissappoint everyone. I dont like that feeling. Nobody has any idea how much stress I have at the moment. I am ready to break down! I cant stand it! I realize that there are people who care about me, I realize their just looking out for me, but enough is enough. I need a life that is my own. Im tired of people trying to control me. Its way too hard to try to please everyone. I always end up hurting someone else. This is all bullshit!

Yeah I am dating somebody right now, and its an online thing. So what?! I know what I am doing. I realize the danger of online relationships, but I like this guy, he is real nice, funny, smart, cute, he has a real good personality... I realize that I could be setting myself up for a major dissappointment, but you know what? I DONT CARE! I am quite content with an online romance if I dont see anyone here in person that I would want a relationship with. At least I will be happy.

Thats my problems at the moment... later bloggers.