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Well I got home last night from the city and not 15 minutes later the phone rang and Des tolds me I was going to Linda's house with her and Matt. lol. Nice. So I didnt have time to change or anything since I was getting cold in my mini skirt and tank top. So I just put on my hoodie, I had to unpack some things and see my lovely mail. Took me about 15 more minutes to read and write back one person, and then I had to make a cd for Andrew cause he didnt have My Chemical Romance's cd, 3 Cheers For Sweet Revenge... SO I made that up for him, wrote out all the track listing for it... ect...

Not long after that I went downstairs and Des was there to get me.

So we go over to Linda's house and whos sitting on the couch waiting for me, her son Nate. He's interested in me i guess, and I think he's hott... lol. Weather or not we'd make a good couple I dunno... But I am thinkin about giving it a shot. We talked a lot last night.. mostly about him and stuff  he's been through.. poor guy... but I do like him, hes a real good guy and I see nothing wrong with him, just i dunno cuz im moving at the end of june now, and he doesnt wanna live in the city, he wants to live in Mt. Morris... I dont like mt. morris that much. I want to live in the city. But I guess we're gonna have to work through that if we want a realationship that bad.

Eeh... so anyways, I havent heard anything on modeling yet... no gigs for me. lol. But oh well. I can look somewheres else for some gigs when I move.

I have talked it over with my sister, and the best thing right at the moment for me to do is to get out of the house im at asap... mom is getting a lot worse and I dunno how much longer it's gonna take for me to snap.She is really pissing me off... like I cant hang out with anyone! What the hell is up with that? Maybe I need to just be like my other sister and bring people over to the house whenever I want, and not say anything before I do it... then my parents have to deal with it. But i respect them too much to do that. They got pissed off at me last night because they asked me to be home by 10pm, and I was, but Nate dropped me off and before he left me and him were talking for like 2 minutes in his car. Big fucking deal. God.. I told my mom last night that she cant stop me from living my life. It's mine and not hers. I will be friends with who I want to be friends with, date who I want, she cant choose any of that for me. I am getting so sick of her trying to choose people for me to hang out with and date... "Oh but Donna, there's that nice boy from your youth group that you should be interested in, he obviously likes you!" Thats nice mom but I dont like him that way. I am not interested. I am just getting so sick of her. Grrrr....

I have to find a new place to get my email at... youthfire crapped out on me. dunno whats wrong with it, but I havent been able to check that email in almost 4 days... im getting tired of waiting.. I hate letting my inbox build up like that. Sooo... yep.. better get to it..

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