ugh...

I'm beginning to hate people I meet... today Steve came online and so I wanted to know why he hadnt emailed me or anything to lemmy know how he was doing... and i suppose it may have come out like i was being an ass but he was an ass for ignoring me all week. I didnt appreciate it because like he was all, I confide in you and stuff and i trusted you, now your changing... im taking you from my MSN buddy list till you change your attitude or indefinitly.
What the hell? i didnt do anything wrong!!! My attitude was how it should have been... i was upset, i mean... c'mon! It just pisses me off...

Then my parents are treating me like shit still... I cant do anything, im getting really sick of staying home and doing nothing but mess around online all fucking day. I want to get out! I want to do things!!! God! Im so bored here....

I'm really thinking im depressed... i cant eat right, i cry nearly every day... i cant stand living here im just upset all the time because of my parents. The only way out for me is school, and thats ending on the 13th... next tuesday.

I feel like yelling at the top of my lungs so someone will actually hear me...