Graduation caps and a lonely life

Well, graduation is around the corner. I feel as if the time spent here in school was like the amount of time it took to paint my graduation cap. Only lasted a few days. Thinking about it, im sad to be leaving such exciting years behind me and move on in life. I dont really know how to act, if i should laugh, cry or if i should just shrug it off...

These years were fun at school . I had friends to hang out with in the halls, I had things to do, I was surrounded by people who actually cared about me and my future. To leave all of that behind, the memories embedded into my head, seems like an awful lot to leave behind. All I have to remember everything by is a yearbook and what I remember from all those years.

It's funny how you spend most of  your years in school waiting for the day to get out, and then it's there and you dont want it to happen. It makes me laugh because in 6th grade I wanted to get out... it never bothered me, the wanting to graduate, not until my junior year. My junior year I really realized how fast everything was really going, and how many months I really had left to see my friends and not have to worry about anything big in life like moving and finding a job and stuff.

I have had 2 jobs in my life, working as a dishwasher at State Street Station, and the clerk duties at Souther Tier Video & Audio. I do believe that those have shown me some responsibilites and things I need for when I get out into the world.

I will always remeber 7th and 8th grade. That was when Deserea and I became friends and had also disliked eachother. It was actually pretty funny when you go back and think about it. I remember eating lunch at the same table and we mixed up mustard, ketchup, some of the fruit desert that we got from lunch and some chocolate milk... disgusting!!! lol. But we dared eachother to take a bit of it and eat it, and we did. Deserea got it down no problem, but I thought I was going to puke. I think Brandon was there for that. lol.

Deserea, you certainly remember "Valor" and "Tires" dont you? lol.

We've had some good times. And it's all going to be over soon... on the 24th we are going to be introduced to the world, no longer as "kids" or anything, but as adults