Tears are all thats left of me....
I wanna move. I want to get the hell out of this place. I cant take this. My sister is being such a bitch and im so sick of it! Just because I choose not to eat dinner downstairs because not only is there no fucking table to eat at, there isnt enough space on the god damned couch! My sis is pissed tonight because she told me to wait downstairs for dinner, and I said "Well my friend Ben is waiting for me to return on IM" I was simply going to tell him that I had dinner, and she freaked out and was like, fine then just dont eat dinner! Fuck her! "Im not my sisters keeper" she says, but it's bullshit when I get yelled at for the dumbest little things! I fucking clean day after day in her pig-hole house! I do her damn laundry! I do the dishes! I walk the fucking dog! I feed and give the animals water when they need it! What the hell does she want from me? I am her god damned slave right now! Im being used and Im getting so fucking sick of it. This was the biggest mistake ever, I should never have moved in with her! Day after day i cant help but come to my room every night after slaving for her and my brother-in-law (who does absolutly nothing to help me out) and cry for hours because I miss home and I know that Im being used! What am i supposed to do? I tried to make her happy, I am her fucking slave for god sakes! And still she vents her damn anger on me and what not... i cant take this shit! I feel like im breaking apart inside.... and theres nothing i can do about it.
I told her today when she came up to my room to yell at me that im really getting sick of her getting pissed at the smallest little things... she just threw it back in my face " you have to constantly talk to your stupid friends! You never want to spend time with me!" Maybe thats because my friends have at least BEEN THERE FOR ME! They've helped me out more than most people in my life, emotionally and mentally! She just tears me apart and it seems as if she enjoys it, every second im down! Its like she feeds on the pain of others.
God... I cant stand this anymore... I need to get away from here.
I told her today when she came up to my room to yell at me that im really getting sick of her getting pissed at the smallest little things... she just threw it back in my face " you have to constantly talk to your stupid friends! You never want to spend time with me!" Maybe thats because my friends have at least BEEN THERE FOR ME! They've helped me out more than most people in my life, emotionally and mentally! She just tears me apart and it seems as if she enjoys it, every second im down! Its like she feeds on the pain of others.
God... I cant stand this anymore... I need to get away from here.
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