I am so tired today... I went out last night to hang out with Rory... agian.
It was terrible. He's not playful at all, he's stubborn, he cant take a joke, he likes to hold grudges. He's just ridiculous. How am I supposed to have a good time hanging with him if he doesnt do anything or wont go along with anything? I really dislike him at this point, and I think that further attempts to get to know him are going to be thrown out the damn window. I tried to like him for my sister and Tina's happiness... but it's not gonna happen...
Is that your final answer?
Yes!
Am not gna concentrate on guys like I told myself anyway, I wanna save some money, so im gonna concentrate on work. I kinda miss having a boyfriend though, found out this morning when I got home (1am) that Matt is getting jealous that I am hanging out with other guys. Big deal. He'll get over it. It's like, he texts me at 1am and asks what Im up to, so I tell him "On The way home from a friends house" then he automatically assumes, a guy. So yea... then he's like, "I didnt think you'd move on so fast"
Well, What am I gonna do? You Dumped me you dipshit. and If I remember correctly, it was for your ex whom you miss so damn much... lol... whatev. Not worth getting back into.
I am so sick of people and their constant demands. Adults I see nowadays are just like the children I see in the museum, "Mommy! I want Orange soda, not Pepsi!" or "I want Pizza instead of Taco Bell!" God damn they are so annoying. I dont know how the hell I make it in life right now, I wanna smack sooo many people. Just for being like that, it's like nothings good enough for them. it's always gotta be better.
Im hoping that with the new job I have, I'll be able to afford more things, and be able to put money away for once. Im not sure what I wanna do with my life, but I know I've got some biiig plans to make. If I tell my family anything they'll always criticize me and tell me shit like, "you can't do that!" or "Your stupid for thinking about it!" ughhhhh.....................