getting tired of it
Yesterday musta been the 'everyone piss off donna' day. im serious.
I put up with a lot yesterday... between my parents freaking about my sister, my sister pissing me off with the fone bill, ect..
I really hope today doesnt turn out like that. I'd be extremely disappointed if that was the case.
Im getting so frustrated... really... Im getting so sick of Tina and stacey asking me how things are going with Rory... when really... I dont wanna talk about it... im not the least bit interested in him. As I've said before, hes a cool person to hang out with and a good guy, but hes not my type.
I told Tina and Stacey i wasnt interested in him and they both had ganged up on me and were like, "what is it about him that makes you uninterested? Is it his age???" really its not age, im just not interested. I dont look at him like that. I cant make myself have feelings for him if i dont have them already. I wanna just tell them to stop it, but I cant because I dont want anyone mad at me or disappointed in me, even though ultamitly it's up to me.
God i cant hear myself even think with these two kids next to me. GAAAHH! They're talking really loud and i cant just turn to them and be like "Shut the fuck up!"
grr...
I put up with a lot yesterday... between my parents freaking about my sister, my sister pissing me off with the fone bill, ect..
I really hope today doesnt turn out like that. I'd be extremely disappointed if that was the case.
Im getting so frustrated... really... Im getting so sick of Tina and stacey asking me how things are going with Rory... when really... I dont wanna talk about it... im not the least bit interested in him. As I've said before, hes a cool person to hang out with and a good guy, but hes not my type.
I told Tina and Stacey i wasnt interested in him and they both had ganged up on me and were like, "what is it about him that makes you uninterested? Is it his age???" really its not age, im just not interested. I dont look at him like that. I cant make myself have feelings for him if i dont have them already. I wanna just tell them to stop it, but I cant because I dont want anyone mad at me or disappointed in me, even though ultamitly it's up to me.
God i cant hear myself even think with these two kids next to me. GAAAHH! They're talking really loud and i cant just turn to them and be like "Shut the fuck up!"
grr...
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"Not my type", my wife used to say that to me a lot right after we got married. For starters let me just say that you need not worry about making someone mad or disappointing someone. It's your life we're talking about here, and if he's not your type to go along with the flow that everyone else seems to think you should go with will only make things more painful for you. If you see him only as friend material then leave it at that, and hopefully he'll be understanding of that.
I actually wish my wife would have said that I wasn't her type before she decided to move in with me when I was stationed in Georgia. That would have helped a lot as time went on. Do yourself a favor and don't let the pressure of your parents or anyone else place you in a position where you're only going to be miserable. That would be a serious bite. Hope things work out for you and that today will be a better day than yesterday was. Ciao.
I actually wish my wife would have said that I wasn't her type before she decided to move in with me when I was stationed in Georgia. That would have helped a lot as time went on. Do yourself a favor and don't let the pressure of your parents or anyone else place you in a position where you're only going to be miserable. That would be a serious bite. Hope things work out for you and that today will be a better day than yesterday was. Ciao.
