run away
Today's another one of those days, I just feel like running away from everything. Lose all my cares and things that bother me, just leave them behind and start a new life.
I feel like I have nobody to talk to anymore. I keep to myself because If I don't, I'm going to have issues with other people. Every time I turn around, something goes wrong. When will it stop? Soon I hope, because right at the moment I feel like I don't do anything right. Ever. The worse feeling other than the "Why is this happening?" feeling going on right now, is the whole entire alone feeling.
What problems am I having this time? Same as before, My sister & her husband, basic family stuff, and a new one added on... a guy.
Shit happens and you just have to move on right? What if I'm sick and tired of just moving on? I wanna quit. Everything, because it's not worth it to me anymore.
Not at all.
I feel like I have nobody to talk to anymore. I keep to myself because If I don't, I'm going to have issues with other people. Every time I turn around, something goes wrong. When will it stop? Soon I hope, because right at the moment I feel like I don't do anything right. Ever. The worse feeling other than the "Why is this happening?" feeling going on right now, is the whole entire alone feeling.
What problems am I having this time? Same as before, My sister & her husband, basic family stuff, and a new one added on... a guy.
Shit happens and you just have to move on right? What if I'm sick and tired of just moving on? I wanna quit. Everything, because it's not worth it to me anymore.
Not at all.
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dejavu on
Step back, take a deep breath, and exhale. You need to lighten up yourself just a tad. There is a bright side even if you can't see it yet for all the gloom from that cloud hanging overhead. Things will get better. I truly believe that. I think what you need to do first is do what you want to do, and don't worry about whether somebody else likes it or not. Hey, I have issues with other people just like you, after all, I've got in-laws. But I have learned to adjust over the years, well, I've tried to adjust. The point is, you can get past it, you can adapt to it. I know it isn't easy. Trust me, I've had the marital noose around my neck for twenty-five years now, and I still have issues with certain people that I had issues with bookoo years ago. If there's something you like doing, do it. First put a smile on your own face, and don't worry about whether anyone else smiles along or not. That's their problem. And I'm gone now. Be chilly. :)
