Depressed mood...

I'm in a really depressed mood right now...


I want to go back home. I hate it out here... shit keeps happening, and I can't help but just wanna give up this dumbass fucking life I started here. This is by far the worse mistake i ever made... moving to Rochester.

I wanna go back home, I miss my friends, I miss my family... I miss my life.

Wanna know what my life is now? Work. Home. Mall.

I don't have true friends out here, they're all back home. All my most favorite memories were of back there. School's over for me, I realize that, and I have to work now. But it's not the same. I'm not comfortable out here...


Just last night the fucking section down the street with the laundromat, pizza parlor, and hair cutting place, was set on fucking fire! This place is shit! It's that way because people make it that way, there's nothing better to do in Rochester than to start fires and kill people.

Life? yeah... this is no life. This isn't the place to live a life. I want to go back.