Today is a rather dreary day... the sun isnt shining, it looks like its about to rain, and already I got into an argument with my parents. It's only 9:54am and we're not getting along. They really piss me off sometimes. This morning I forgot my purse at home when I left to catch the bus, I was in a hurry and it totally slipped my mind. If I had been completely awake this morning (7:15am) then I probably would have had it sitting right in front of me... but it wasnt. So I left without it and called my parents at 8:00 and asked if one of them could bring it to me, its only 3 miles at most to the school, and they both said no they wont waste the gas on me. It had everything I use throughout the day in it. Pencil, chapstick, gum, calculator, cell phone, wallet, stuff I need or I will be absolutly miserable without it. Gum helps me concentrate, dunno how... I take notes throughout the day so i need my pencil (obviously), I have a thing with my lips drying out... wont let it happen - need my chapstick, cell phone i dont really use unless i need the time, wallet has my money in it for lunch... calculator i need cuz i suck at math. lol. So yea... im basically screwed without it. But thank god My dad isnt as much of an asshole as I thought he was. I borrowed a pencil from Des and 3rd period (beginning of this class... 9:37) I went to the attendance office and my purse was there! He brought it to me :D He may be a dick but he cant resist making me happy sometimes... well.. not even sometimes... once in a great while. But whatever.

Has anyone heard the Salvador version of the song Heaven? Ohhhh it is soooo much better than Los Lonely Boy's version. Salvador sounds so much more.... amazing :D More spanish kinda... prolly cause they are spanish but whatever.

Salvador is spanish for Savior... :o) I know some spanish!

Later bloggers!

Im Sorry

Regretfully I wite this,

A letter to you my parents.

These things I need to say

so please dont interrupt.

My whole life growing up,

you taught me to go after my dreams.

You told me to follow my heart,

and I did - It disappointed you.

I dont quite understand

why you told me the things you did,

If you later decided to deny me of my desires.

I know I'm not the daughter you wanted,

I am nothing compared to your only son,

I'm sorry I've disappointed you.

Mom I'm sorry I have fallen in love,

I'm sorry he's not the boy you keep telling me to date.

Dad I'm sorry that I am not into things like airplanes.

I realize that you two both share one certain thing,

love and protection over me.

I have grown up fast over the years,

Im not a child anymore.

It's time you let me make my own decisions,

I need a life that is my own.

I am graduating,

Years have passed so fast, I know.

But it's time for me to live my life,

To get out on my own.

Quit treating me like a child.

Im not one anymore.

I'm sorry I havent turned out the way you wanted me to.

I cant help it.

I'm sorry that what I want and what you two want are very different things.

Please realize that what I am doing makes me happy.

But you keep bringing me down in your over-protectiveness.

Please let me be me.

I cant help who I am.

I'm sorry

Copy and paste into your blog, change the answers and then re-post. A Great way for everyone to get to know you just a little better!!!

(x) I've Never Been Drunk

(x) I've Never Smoked Pot

( ) I've Never Kissed A Member Of The Opposite Sex

(x) I've Never Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex

(x) I've Never Crashed A Friend's Car

(x) I've Never Been To Japan

(x) I've Never Been In A Taxi

( ) I've Never Been In Love

( ) I've Never Been Dumped

(x) I've Never Done Cocaine

( x) I've Never Shoplifted

() I've Never Been Fired

(x ) I've Never Been In A Fist Fight

( x) I've Never Snuck Out Of My Parent's House

(x ) I've Never Been Tied Up

( ) I've Never regretted Having Sex With Someone

(x) I've Never Been Arrested

(x) I've Never Made Out With A Stranger

() I've Never Stolen Something From My Job

(x) I've Never Celebrated New Years In Time Square

(x) I've Never Gone On A Blind Date

( ) I've Never Lied To A Friend

( ) I've Never Had A Crush On A Teacher

(x) I've Never Celebrated Mardi-Gras In New Orleans

(x) I've Never Been To Europe

( ) I've Never Skipped School

(x) I've Never Slept With A Co-Worker

(x) I've Never Cut Myself On Purpose

(x) I've Never Been Married

(x) I've Never Been Divorced

() I've Never Posed Nude.

(x) I've Never Killed Anyone

(x) I've Never Received Scars From My Sex Partner

(x) I've Never Thrown Up In A Bar

(x ) I've Never Purposely Set A Part Of Myself On Fire.

( ) I've Never Eaten Sushi

( ) I've Never Been Snowboarding

(x) I've Never Flashed anyone

( )(CANADA MY OTHER FAVORITE COUNTRY, RIGHT NEXT TO JAPAN!) I've Never Been Out of the Country

Well, Graduation announcements are all done, envalopes stuffed and ready to be sent out tomorrow. Yay. I just need to make sure that I graduate now. lol.
Today's been an alright day I must say. Yeah I got pissed off once or twice but it's been going smoothly for the most part. I have a ton of BBMak queued up on Limewire... some Ayumi Hamasaki, ZOEgirl... im set for the night, it can all download and I'll have my music by tomorrow morning :)
Prom is this saturday at 8pm.. fun. Im bringing my friend Dan...

... yes he loves Strawberry Milk-shakes.

And my friend Lorelei is riding with us, yay!

<<< She's Phillipino! And thats her looking amazing in her prom dress!

Here's a picture of Deserea, or "iRUNoverDEER" lol

she's very eccentric isnt she? lol

....

My sister just prank called me... lol... said she was Crystal, a girl from when I was in elementary school, used to sit behind me in english class... bull shit. i didnt know a crystal when i went to school back then. lol. I knew something was up when she mentioned 52 school, East Highschool and a guidance councelor named Muhamid Tohorozah ... lol.. wierdo.

ugh... kill me now PLEASE! some people are just... assholes. I swear it. I went to Bandlink forums (www.bandlink.net), I had been there before but I lost my passwords and dont use the email accounts i used to use at those times, so I had gotten a new account there. It's a music based forum so I wrote a little bit about the Teddy Geiger concert I'd been to this past sunday. Two people there were like, Who?? and so i decided i would post his website on there so that they could check it out and see who i was talking about... then somebody was like, Oh look. Spam. So I was like, no i just was trying to help these people know who I was talking about... then they were like no its spam, its quite obvious when you sit there and deny it as well.. blah blah blah... bitches. I fucking am so sick of some people it isnt even funny... grrrr... I need a hug :( dammit.

Today looks like it's gonna be a bad day... feels bad, i feel terrible... still think im sick or something... not sure how my stomach is today.. a teeny bit queasy but thats just cause im hungry... i think... whatever... dont matter.

later bloggers.

Ugh... This has been an awful day for me... well with the exception of Nate of course. I got home and directly went to bed, i had the chills so bad... mom woke me up around 5 saying that Nate was here to see me, and so i had to go downstairs, he left around 6:15pm and I went back to sleep. I woke up around 8 and immediatly bolted for a trash bag... got sick and... yeah... i dont know why im so sick... i feel like im ready to throw up again, maybe the bug is going around? I know Mrs. Clark felt sick today too... same symptoms as me... eeh... well right now i know that I can at least sleep for a few hours... dunno if im gonna be sick again or not but i dont think so... so hopefully i can go to school tomorrow. I am so hungry... didnt eat dinner because i just wasnt hungry... so mom said that i couldnt come back later for food if i skipped tonight's dinner... so... i did and now im starving. :( poor choice on my behalf.
I have 2 essays to write for english, one due next friday i should get going on that tomorrow... it shouldnt be all that hard for me... its only on artwork :)
Well later bloggers, have a good night's rest!

I think i'm def. coming down with something... ugggggghhhh.... i need some sleep i think is my problem. I am freezing, tired, lightheaded... and i feel somewhat queezy... not a good mix for me.

Today Nate brought me a rose :) I was talking to his mom (shes the lunch lady) and he snuck up beside me and gave it to me in front of everyone... or at least the people in the cafiteria... but anyway he says I saw him, apparently I was looking right at him, but I didnt see him at all. I swear it. Must have just looked right past him or something, eehh idk..

im gonna go sit in the sun... warm up.. later bloggers.

Torn Away

Torn away from the things I've known

Torn away from the life I live

Everything you do is pushing me away

I cant get closer to the things I want

You keep tugging at my arm

Im being torn away from my hopes and dreams

From the things that kept me going

Torn away from the friends I have

Torn away from those I love

You keep dragging me away

You say you'll never leave me astray

I dont want to be so far

I dont want to be left out

But you keep me back from everything

I feel isolated in this dreary place

I cant stop crying

I cant feel happy

I cant go on like this

Inside I'm dying

Slowly and Painfully I'm dying

Quit tearing me away from everything

I dont like to be this way

Rejecting everyone around me

Pushing everyone away

You brought me down my whole life

You kept me very protected

My guards stood up through everything

But now I want them down

I want to be loved

and to let love in

I want to be friendly

and have many friends

I want to have a life that is my own

I couldnt have that before

You just kept watching my every move

You need to let me live my life

You tore me away from so many things

Numb is the feeling I have ever felt

Growing up was just so hard

I couldnt live freely

I am finished being your puppet

Torn away no more

My life is in my own hands

You cant take it over

No. You cant take it over.

 

I got DSL today and I am so fuckin happy! Internet is much faster and I am just amazed since normally when I am home I have to wait for my father to get home for me to go online, and then it's always taking forever... we used to have Dial Up... i hated that! Time to download some music man!!! I just got All-American Rejects - Move Along.. now i have to look for some Newsboys and Phantom Planet.... ugh... today's getting much better. Yay~
Later Bloggers!

Lilac fest was for the most part... COLD! I nearly froze to death standing outside for 5 hours waiting for Teddy Geiger... who by the way showed up 20 minutes late! It was supposed to be warmer but it was like in the low 50s or something and the wind would not let up.

Teddy Geiger was really good though, idk if it was really worth standing in the cold for 5 hours for him but it was a good concert. He did a really good job. http://www.democratandchronicle.com/apps/pbcs.dll/section?Category=MULTIMEDIA Aside from Teddy Geiger I also saw the Hannah concert. I guess her band is from Tennessee, her father plays bass guitar, 16yr old brother on the electric and acoustic guitars, 13 year old brother on drums, Hannah, lead singer, is 17... They were REALLY good!

I got home at my house in Mt. Morris around 11pm and realized my purse was not with me, It's back in Rochester. FUCK! So my sister and brother-in-law have to bring it out tonight after work. And to add on to that problem, my mom spazed again... about Nate of course. He had come back to my house when I was gone to the city to apologize to my mom for squealing the tires the other night when he left... he did it out of respect and didnt want my mom to think he was an ass or anything, and after he apologized she told him that he could come back sometime when i was home, today perhaps... and acted all nice towards him and shit... then behind his back she says shit and gets angry that he even showed up. So she yelled at me about it and while she was screaming at me (literally screaming) she was saying shit like You dont even know him! You two arent right for eachother! He's too old for you! Your gonna go and get yourself pregnant! Yeah fucking right mom... She doesnt know him, she wont give him a chance. He's not too old... and at least i am not my sister, dating guys 20-30 years older than me... Nate is only 25, he's caring, smart, loyal... better than any other guy i've dated. I know more about him than my mom does, how dare she tell me that i dont even know him... then she brought up the mistakes i've made with Chris... she doesnt know that he forced me the first time to have sex with him... at the end of the argument she said, "You couldnt seem to close your legs for Chris, and I doubt you will for any other guy you meet!" She fucking things I'm a whore! I cant believe her!! I dont care if shes just fucking angry that I am with Nate... that was totally out of line. She shouldnt have said it... I looked at her... I was so angry... and I just said, Fuck you. and left. I  cant be living with my mom anymore. .. I cant do it... But I cant just leave.. im only 17 years old... Mom can go ahead and call the cops and get me back home... then i'd only be in more trouble... getting yelled at even worse than i am now... and I cant deal with it. I'm better off just isolating myself from her... Even though I cant seem to get away from her... Then she shit like "I just found out that he lives in his own house, If I find that you are at his house alone with him you are going to be in so much trouble. I had better not find out that you're going to his house without anyone else there... I will be watching you, I have eyes everywhere.. I will find out." It doesnt matter because any time I am at his house I am normally with another person other than him. He has a fucking roommate... not that he gives a damn about anything that goes on there... and besides we're over at his mom's house a lot when I am over there, and his mom only lives a few feet away... really!

life is bullshit... i am so sick of  being told how to live my life... sick of some of the people in it... sick of the situations i have been in, and have yet to go through. Sometimes I wish i'd just die, but what good would that do, it's just a way out that is irriversable... i have a lot to live for right now.

Later bloggers.

My weekend has been really long so far... Friday night I went on a double date with Deserea and Matt and it was Me and Nate... fun... we watched that movie about the boat that sunk and nearly everyone died... with Matthew McCona..whatever his name is... and i dont like seeing dead ppl or ppl dying... and they show a guy being electricuted and shit... ppl drowning... eeh.. not my kind of a movie. so i cringe and cant look at whats happening, so about 30% of the movie i spent making out with Nate. Fun. There was a part in the movie when a propeller engine or something fell from the ceiling or floor whatever it was and hit a guy who was walking over some thingy, killing him... and Nate shouted out in the theater, TAG YOUR IT! lmfao. he's a real fun person to be going to the movies with.

Today I had to work from noon till 8pm, fun... and just around closing time is when i got the brunt of the people.. Where the hell were they between noon and 7?! dammit.

i am tired. but im gonna go watch memoirs of a geisha and then go sleepy... im spent man.. omg ...

goodnight world... the moon is fucking huge!

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!! I look like i am drunk.. but really im just tired.

Later y'all!

 

My day has totally gone.. blah.. I actually went to all of my classes like a good little girl, got into more fights with my parents... and there are the announcements.. so i guess if i am online tonight or tomorrow i will write.. no damn time for anything...

DaVinci Code Comes out in Theaters TONIGHT! Im gonna go see it hopefully...

 

l8er bloggers...

Yesterday was early dismissal from school... so when Des and I went to lunch we left the school completely and didnt go back. I stayed downtown with Nate, Des went back to catch the bus at 1pm. Nate is so adorable.. after Des left we went to the track and just sat in the car and talked about everything... Then after a little bit we decided to go back to his house and just hang out there.. Nate lives with his roommate in a nice sized trailer near his mom's house. I adore his mom, shes a really good person. I love her to death... shes got such a big heart. Shes just... lol.. she's wonderful. Then his roommate is... wierd.. he's a guy. lol whatever. He sits there in the chair playing nintendo games... that is so boring!! God I cant stand that. but whatever... Nate has 2 dogs, one is origionally his brother's dog, but I love it so much, its so cute! :) Both dogs are cute... just i like Britney better . The other dog is.. it just sits there and looks at you... its cute but doesnt jump all over you like  Britney does. I felt so bad... after Nate left to take his roommate to work, Britney jumped on the couch and layed down on me then got her nail stuck on my belt!! like no matter what She did or what I did it wouldnt come out, and she'd just keep moving around trying to pull it out... oh I felt so bad... I love that doggy so much... eventually she got it out, then she gave me kisses lol.. but i still feel so bad...  she was wimpering so bad... poor puppy...

So anyway Nate came home and I hugged him, there's a spot on his back that you can rub your finger up and down on and it puts him in the mood! lol.. I discovered that in the car over by the track. I was just messing around right, i did that to him and he picked me up and carried me into the bedroom!! lmfao.. so whatever..u know what happens next obviously... omg its funny when hes in the mood too... he cant speak right, either his tongue swells up or he cant finish what hes saying... its adorable!!! lol.

In all actuality, I am very happy with Nate. He's a real good guy, he treats me right, respects my wishes, he treats me better than Chris did... I would be having sex with chris and he'd start hurting me and I'd tell him that he was hurting me... but he didnt care, he'd keep going like he was or be harder on me. Nate was a real gentleman when we did it yesterday... now I gotta break him of the habit of pulling my hair... hes got some hair fetish?? eeh.. wierd. but whatever.. lol..

Alright Des you got your story... later bloggers!

Oh I am so excited about sunday!!!    Oooooohhhhhh I cant wait to see Teddy Geiger in Concert!!!! omg omg omg omg omg.... It's only a few days away!!!! Sunday at 7 baby! Hell yeah! I was lucky too this concert is free cause it's at Lilac Fest.... he's closing for it this year:o)  omg i am so psyched!

Okay... I have played an important role in Deserea's life. Know how I know this? When she needed something, food money, a place to stay... I was there for her. Like today... even though little children starving in Kenya could have used the wonderful money I gave her in check form for some food, I gave it to her since her father beat her this morning. I didnt have to, but I figured that as long as I still had $2.79 in my checking account I could do a good deed.

A few months ago before or after the fight in Canaseraga she came over to my house, I gave her a place to stay, some nice warm apple pie (That she ate numerous slices of!) Then I proceeded to take her to a volleyball game where she met one of my best friends, Nichole. :) Nice of me... so those are 3 good deeds that I have done to make an important role in her life.

I have made such an impact in her life and she knows it... haha des u love me! dont be afraid to admit it either...

This ends my chapter for today. when I think of more I shall post again. Ttfn Ta ta for now!

So apparently I am dating a 25 year old.. he didnt tell me we were dating on sunday... Idk about all this... I wasnt really ready to jump on into a relationship... but I guess I could give this a shot.. maybe it'll be better for me, easier to forget about Chris and all the shit that he put me through. Nate is really nice and seems to like me a lot... he sent me a white rose (my favorite rose ;) ) while I was at school. He's a sweetie. Everyone's pissed about how old he is... I  wouldnt be supprised if I got kicked out as soon as my parents found out we were dating. I dont really care what my parents do or say anymore though, they put me through so much shit in the past two years... I've decided that I am moving out June 25th. I need to get out as soon as possible... I feel like screaming every second I spend at home... I am going crazy...

So I called my sister last night, looking for some support. I told her about Me and Nate... she didnt like it and yelled at me.. It's just something else that I need to listen to. I guess I should really start doing what everyone wants me to do, let them take over my fucking life from now on if they think that they can live it better than I already am. I need to follow everyones orders, listen to all their demands to be happy and to make them happy...

I want a life that is my own, I am sick of being told what to do, how to do it, following everyones instructions.. It's not fair. I want to be able to date whoever I want, be friends with and hang out with whoever I want... I want to do what I want... It's not like I am going to go out to some wild party and get drunk, do drugs and shit. I am against drugs and I never have been drunk and tend to not drink enough to get drunk. I love my friends so much, they are the ones that really support me through everything... they dont try to tell me how to live my life and stuff. I wish my family was as supportive as my friends have been my whole life. I know that my family means well, but it's not doing any good for me when they order me around. It just pushes me away ever more than I already am.

I wouldnt say that my family is close... we are pretty distant as it is. My parents and siblings dont understand me. My sisters and brother dont even know me as well as they think I do, I keep my one sister and brother away from me because I know I can never be as close to them as they are to eachother. I am more closer to my oldest sister than anyone in my  family. She understands some of my situations, others she doesnt even know about... there are things in my life that nobody will ever know about me... skeletons in my closet that I refuse to let out. Everyone has them, it's not just me...

With everything going on in my life, i am getting sick of it. really sick of it. I am getting angry very easily over foolish things, that never used to happen a few years ago... living here is making me insane, and I know that i need out of this life. I need a change in scenery, and I need it fast. Living here is killing me... it's killing who I am and turning me into something I dont want to be.. my parents have had such a negative impact on me in the past 2 years, then having almost nobody there for me, to listen to me or anything... its taking its toll on me... This is the first actual year that I have had "friends" or anything... last year people to me were just acquaintences, they didnt mean a whole lot. It turned around a little bit when I became a senior... I had people to talk to, weather it be one or two people. but I dont talk to them about anything... I keep things from them. And now, time is drawing nearer to graduation... I know that they will be leaving me and I will be moving away... I am beginning to save myself from the pain and pushing them away little by little...

i dont know anymore... i just dont know...I hope things get better for me soon... I feel like im slowly dying inside...

Shadows

Their closing in,

I'm fading away.

My life is nothing,

nobody is worth trusting.

Who am I?

What did I say??

People are angry...

I am afraid.

My life is getting harder,

I want to give up.

I dont know what to do,

It's unfair.

The shadows get darker,

blackness overcome's me.

My heart gets colder,

fear is no more.

The shadows have me now,

and I am gone from this world.

My heart doesnt belong here.

this isnt my home.

The shadows are my home now.

I have faded away.

 

Well I got home last night from the city and not 15 minutes later the phone rang and Des tolds me I was going to Linda's house with her and Matt. lol. Nice. So I didnt have time to change or anything since I was getting cold in my mini skirt and tank top. So I just put on my hoodie, I had to unpack some things and see my lovely mail. Took me about 15 more minutes to read and write back one person, and then I had to make a cd for Andrew cause he didnt have My Chemical Romance's cd, 3 Cheers For Sweet Revenge... SO I made that up for him, wrote out all the track listing for it... ect...

Not long after that I went downstairs and Des was there to get me.

So we go over to Linda's house and whos sitting on the couch waiting for me, her son Nate. He's interested in me i guess, and I think he's hott... lol. Weather or not we'd make a good couple I dunno... But I am thinkin about giving it a shot. We talked a lot last night.. mostly about him and stuff  he's been through.. poor guy... but I do like him, hes a real good guy and I see nothing wrong with him, just i dunno cuz im moving at the end of june now, and he doesnt wanna live in the city, he wants to live in Mt. Morris... I dont like mt. morris that much. I want to live in the city. But I guess we're gonna have to work through that if we want a realationship that bad.

Eeh... so anyways, I havent heard anything on modeling yet... no gigs for me. lol. But oh well. I can look somewheres else for some gigs when I move.

I have talked it over with my sister, and the best thing right at the moment for me to do is to get out of the house im at asap... mom is getting a lot worse and I dunno how much longer it's gonna take for me to snap.She is really pissing me off... like I cant hang out with anyone! What the hell is up with that? Maybe I need to just be like my other sister and bring people over to the house whenever I want, and not say anything before I do it... then my parents have to deal with it. But i respect them too much to do that. They got pissed off at me last night because they asked me to be home by 10pm, and I was, but Nate dropped me off and before he left me and him were talking for like 2 minutes in his car. Big fucking deal. God.. I told my mom last night that she cant stop me from living my life. It's mine and not hers. I will be friends with who I want to be friends with, date who I want, she cant choose any of that for me. I am getting so sick of her trying to choose people for me to hang out with and date... "Oh but Donna, there's that nice boy from your youth group that you should be interested in, he obviously likes you!" Thats nice mom but I dont like him that way. I am not interested. I am just getting so sick of her. Grrrr....

I have to find a new place to get my email at... youthfire crapped out on me. dunno whats wrong with it, but I havent been able to check that email in almost 4 days... im getting tired of waiting.. I hate letting my inbox build up like that. Sooo... yep.. better get to it..

Later Bloggers!

I went to the Lilac Festival yesterday, interesting. It poured out maybe an hour and a half after being there, and I got drenched! Like me, my sis, and bro-in-law were walking back to the big food tent, and just as i was getting under the tent what happens? A Pocket of water releases from the top of the tent and falls onto me, that happenes in front of a huge group of guys who at that second that happens, shouts out Ooohhhh nice!!! Yes I do look good wet, but c'mon it was cold out and I was NOT in the mood.

Then it started to pour out even harder after we got under the tent, then came the hail... ugh.. lovely huh?

 

So planning for California in a year is going good... I plan to go to San Diego to see where I was born and raised for 2 or 3 years.. fun :o) While im there I plan to go to California Adventures and eat a good habachi dinner sometime. Hurray!!! Expensive as hell but i'm gonna do it anyway!

Later bloggers.

So many people are getting into trouble for going to breakfast today! Wow... I'd say half the school was written up already! wow...

 

So I am going to my sisters  house today after school... getting my room sorted out a bit.. :D Im excited... I wanna meet the people across the street though, I dont wanna just go over and be like hey im moving in over there across the street in the green house... how are you? lol.. just wanna meet them naturally.

Grrrrr............... .......... ...... ... ... .. . . . I want Chinese food... dammit! or no... i want the Japanese Habachi veggies... those are sweet... over rice, some sushi on the side... *starts drooling* ooh i could so go for that right now.

 

Thats all for now, lata peeps!

So far today my day has been alright... little groggy this morning thanks to the benadryl but it's toned down a bit. My friend said that I looked like I was stoned, minus the bloodshot eyes. lol. Oh well. During lunch today we went out to town and hung out at the movie store a little and the Welches Wicks and Wands shop.lol. Oh sorry... Welches Wicks and Wares.. That place is like heavy into the whole Psychic scene there. Psh.. whatever... I dont know if I really believe in that hocus pocus stuff. lol. Like I really want to know what my future holds for me?! I am quite happy living day to day...

I am still tired from the Benadryl and I am getting a headache from the Pepsi Des. bought me. eeh... I totally ruined my diet today... I wanted to stop drinking soda & any caffinated drinks, no candy... natta... but Des bought me a pepsi, gave me some Sour Skittles.... I ate some Yellow cake that Mrs. Gotchall made, but there was no frosting on it thank God. lol.. and supprisingly I liked it a lot without frosting! I luv Angelfood Cake.. omg.. Its my favorite cake ever...

So anyway, with my diet I wanna tone up a bit right? So i am also doing like 50 situps a day... which is killing me.. and i have to find some arm exercises and leg exercises to do cuz I wanna tone them too... ugh.... grrr.

Well thats all for now, better get working on my english paper.... Later Bloggers!